HELLO!
im kindda waiting for the clock to TICKTICK to 10pm.
so meanwhile..
i'll give a little update about today(?)
haha.
okehhh.

so todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,

early in th morning i went to th cemetary.
it sounds wrong.
grave yard
okehh no, cemetary.
with sister,mum and granny.
went to visit my late uncles' grave.
haha, kindda miss him.
it sounds funny but when ever im there its like he's there too.
so i kindda miss him if i dont meet him. :D
as in 'MEET'.
forget it if euu dont get it! :D
then went to breakfast at Jurong Point.
then get my school books.
and home.
get a little napp.
went out to TEKKA! :D
mum wants to but rice.
so we tag along.
had dinner.
then i realised i lost my new contact lenses(!!!)
so its like wearing one side only.
haha.
gonna get a new one i guess :D
im still wondering how it actually drop from my eye! =.=
went homeeeee!
okehhh. ;D
didnt take much pictures today.
haha.
since i lost my lenses its like i got no mood :D



yes. yes.

I MISS muhammad shafiq anak rusli! D:
very very very very very very very very very very much.

i miss spending time with him!
or at least talk to him on th phone all night D:
awwwee~
still, i dont really blame him though.
he's just tired from everything that happen in his life.
whatever la.
one week DOWN!
two more weeks to go! D:
and im so sorry sayang i cant make it on the 12.
i really want to go.
but, euu know kan why?
sorry.

just one night.
i just ask for one night.
to talk to you.
to tell you my stories.
and just spill everything to you.
and you would just listen to everysingle word i said.
make me laugh.
make me smile.
just simply talk all night.
i really miss those moments.
where i can sleep at peace, and think all about you.
not worrying about a single thing because i know,
you're still there.
but i get dissapointed every night.
well,almost everynight.
i didnt blame you,for all the sleepless nights i had.
i know you're just tired.
but please.
dont just give false hope,that you will accompany me through
the night when you cant.
you can just say you're tired and i will understand and let you sleep.
please, i dont need this anymore.
im not mad at euu, just dissapointed.
and am i asking for to much?
i understand you're tired and stuff.
at least euu could tell me right?
i just miss you very much.

i l y.